Kanika Blogger -Blogging on issues close to heart.

  My recent conversation with my friend of a sensitive topic reminded me of my dad response during my kid's  When I was a young teenager, I will have a lot of curiosities in religious practice,growing,adult, caste,race, inequalities of world n etc.  My dad answer will be something yours and a slap along at times.  In school neither was helpful; other than asking me to read n memorise facts which I was not interested. If ask the teacher - the reply will be 1st go and improve your grades. At 60's and 70's not much knowledge gaining materials, technological gadgets or libraries  nearby for easy access. As such, I lost interest in studies but I enjoy the fun of playing in school.  However at certain age during teenager when my parents got ill. I want to know why a person get sick and ultimately dies. The grown up elder brothers of mine or the  teachers couldn't help me with curiosities! Thus they told me the only way to get an answer to current question is...

  *This real life cycle in time comparing with my recent Drift Dive in Indonesia.I wrote after chat with my son of his experience of taking his 3yr son for swimming and reminiscing of his childhood with me at the swimming pool. Actually we being drifted by time without we knowing; that we are passing through the phase of living in life cycle. By the time we realise that which only few does.We realise most it.It becomes memories and far dream of reality. At times we can visit by virtua 4th dimension but only can experience that but we can't change any of that event or memories.However we need to return to our current life at drift of life . This concept I realised, when I went for my recent dive trip to Komando Island, Indonesia. Where I had to dive into strong underwater current and experience the drift for kilometres as I just maintain my buoyancy while it drift me through the deep ocean terrain. We can't stop or return back as the current is very strong,as the drift u a...

1.Boomerang Effect. If u disrupt harmony of a place. It will return double the effect at ur place. 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 2. Seek the unknown; become the unknown to the known to discover the truth. 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥  3. My face become wrinkled. My head become gray. My limbs become flaccid. My youthfulness is maintained by mind. Oh! My old age. 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 4.Thoughts provide the content-  Feelings provide the value- Thinking provides the direction- Action execute the result all these processes hosted on the platform of consciousness. THE MYSTERY IS  Why the Universe is structured to allow conscious beings to exist in the first place. SO SEARCHING AND SEEKING WILL NEVER ENDS TILL CONSCIOUSNESS ENDS IT EXISTENCE 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 5. There are two ways to lead to existence:   Seek the Truth of Existence Or ⁠Be the experience of Truth, till ends in Existence. So, increase the substance of Existence in the s...

  People are selfish because they are brought up in that way as they were by their parents, in a self perpetuating society with scant interest in ethics, morals and spirituality(not parochial religions). We are witness to this worldwide phenomena.  People grew up on beliefs that get an education at any cost , get a job , accumulate wealth at any cost and enjoy a sensual life at any cost without any regards (besides oneself) to one’s parents, family, community, country and the environment! Globally we notice this state of affairs everywhere! In India, China, USA and the West! Malaysia is not an exception! We the pathetic products of our upbringing exhibit only selfishness and sensuality.  In this state of self interest and sensual enjoyment our mind is deprived of any moral bearings. As a result we elect and adore leaders who are morally bankrupt! The recent and continuing political dramas that are being staged in the wonderful land of Malaysia is the outcome of a morally ...

  As I know why hindu won't eat meat 1.Religious obligation 2.Cow basically part of life of hindu living as it ploughs the land, it gives milk n it is a pet 3.In Hinduism it takes a form of pet of Siva and favoured animal 4.Sanatana Dharma which is Hinduism is a branch believe in all live have Consciousnesses within which is part of Pure Consciousnesses which all conscious are one.As such we cant sacrifice or kill any living orgasim -Ahimsa. So we suppose to do self Sadhana of tapa by sacrificing ourself by fasting and penance rather than taking any life. In that ideology of Santana Dharma which Hinduism is based- so be cow or living animal we can kill  for consumption.  I am sharing what little knowledge I have on spiritualism and of Existence in thr form of Consciousnesses . 🙏🏽🤲🏼🙇🏽‍♂️

How you dealt with toxic narcisisstic colleague during your career time? I too was an egoistic surgeon at younger time but I generally try not to hurt or look down on my peer working colleagues.  I expected the same from my working colleagues but unfortunately in surgical working field, we may get one or two, who can be very mean. I  generally believed in working as a team and peers as an advantage to me because, if not I had to do the job as a single surgeon which is much more stressful. Beside my mentor, Mr Ismail had told me that never threaten or scare another surgeon away from working as a team, if not the burden of work will be doubled. So I try, my level best to work within my own boundaries and that,it doesn't clash with the other surgeon. However in spite of all my efforts if I have still burdensome peer working surgeon.Then I maintained an imaginary  working circle around me. If anyone enters that circle,  I will express my displeasure to the individual or ...